Sunday, November 30, 2008
hurt.. haiz. esp when they're your closest people.
=(
i want to continue violin lessons but they dun let me. dun wan me to learn now. wan me to learn three years later. i ask why not now? they dun noe what to reply. what's the difference between i learn now and i learn three years later. i'll probably be more busy then right? with new job and all. why not learn now?!?!!
den they said this which really hurt my feelings. what's the point? so what if you master the skill? then what?
can't a man dream? i wan to play violin on stage and that's my dream. i wanna master my violin skills so that others can hear and benefit. i wanna be able to teach violin to others so that they can achieve their dreams too.
i have a hope so sure. an anchor for my soul. Jesus i trust You. i trust that You will make a way. i trust You... i have faith and i believe in You, that You know what's best for me and You'll let it happen. perhaps its not the time for me, but do let me know, so i won't be so frustrated, so angry. i'll wait, if you say so.
love, victor.
Worse is i'm sick now. down with a flu. hope i can go work tmr still. i love my job. i see it as serving my boss, not really as a job, and i do it with joy. can't wait to serve them again tmr =D
8:09 PM
Saturday, November 29, 2008
i dun enjoy eating potatoes that enjoy being bbq-ed. what were they thinking?
anyway's she's backkk!! =)
ytd pei en charles jon wenlong debbie diana and kelvin and myself went to fetch her. haha spent more time talking on the train back with her cell group hehe. fun fun. =) i'm reading this book called the fine art of small talk and the techniques really works! you should read it =))
love
7:50 AM
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
3/14 of my room done.
going to get an album to organise all my cards properly
decided to listen to my dad and kept all my old stuff in a box.
encouragements will go into the album.
not gonna wait for the album. tmr i plan to do the bookshelf le =))
pushing all my bro's and dad's stuff to one side =))
the next day, will focus on the unused corner. =D and if got time, under the table
sat, going to continue from there. and den we're 5/7 done =))
11:31 PM
haha
asia conference.
activities after work past two days
seriously need sleep ++ had too much caffine in my blood.. =(
light headed and headache..
going to sleep soon.
tmr on leave =D good rest and btt. =D
7:22 PM
Sunday, November 16, 2008
1/7 of project cleanup done.
just left 6/7 of my room to clean. =D
square piggy banks and gifts from friends. i've never thrown anything that anyone has given to me as a gift.
except the lazer pointer that my primary school friends gave me for my birthday. but then again. i think its in my cupboard. hmm. i've still got the lego toy that janet gave me, the chinese swords that my bro gave me, the stars and seashells, the screen and laptop cleaner that jonathan gave me in last yr christmas, the bear and a whole lot of other stufff =)) i just read thru some of the notes that my friends gave me and am still touched by it. found one by janet given to me after A level prelims during one of the times we studied together. also had a few letters from different ones ;)
i never throw away any notes, even a simple one that says "thank you for serving". its from usher, last yr esther. a whole lot of encouragements given to me by friends =) i'm gonna compile it into a scrape book to keep it organise and easy to reach and read =)) the latest note i receive is by someone special =) its really nice and i really like it and am touch by it =)) thanks all for your words of encouragements!! =D and i love the gift zoe gave during my first thanksgiving celebration. =) photo with my name on it. wow. =D
harvey davidson wallet. chua but i stil using it. cuz its special to me. even if there's nothing left but the casing, i'll still keep it. =))
11:53 PM
the first two conversations with my dad."are you going church today?" =)))and"wanton mee is 350g".. we actually weigh it! =D
8:30 AM
its easier to love someone for who he is, than for what he is. sometimes.
12:00 AM
Friday, November 14, 2008
fooood!
haha. today had fish, 2 veg and soup. all for just 2.70. =) love it. lor mee for just 1.50. i love my workplace i look forward to lunch everyday! also got closer to my colleagues! =)) haha they very sweet, the guys very funny too! very friendly =D very fun to talk with them. =))
11:28 PM
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
how was my first day at work?
haha. 3 things i love about my job.
1. free flow of rice!! =)) and cheap food. even better =D feeeed me i'll work =)
2. many many breaks!! =)) means can eat yay!
3. company bus to just outside my house =))))) haha. thank God. =DD
and one thing i learnt today.
call me, the master of laminating. =)haha. can't wait. 17 more days!! =DD
7:04 PM
Monday, November 10, 2008
reflections
recently i came across something i've been keeping since SAJC times.
it was distributed to us during one of the morning worship.
it is a round shiny disc that says, "who do you reflect?"
never fail to remind me to constantly watch myself, who am i reflecting? myself, or the One who lives in me? =)
something i read today in I Kissed Dating Goodbye. relational responsibility. let's take life as driving a car. if you're alone in the car, you tend to drive more recklessly than if you have a pessenger with you. =)
tmr i'm starting work. 8am at boon lay there. have to wake up at 5am. zZz. first day of work ma, must go early. admin work. can't wait! =)
ORD loh! =) very happy.
10:56 PM
Friday, November 7, 2008
hairspray
HAIRSPRAY is simply the best show ever. everyone MUST watch ok!
go watch you'll understand. haha. but i've learn one serious lesson/reflection from the show. loving people for who they are, not for what they are. =) about stereotyping. fat people can't dance? who says! i think tracy turnbald is the best dancer ever! =) she can really rock the stage man! =)AND I LOVE THE 60's DANCE!
anyway, monday will be my last run. ORD! =D gonna work after that..
8:25 PM
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