La Musique

Sunday, June 21, 2009

hi guys! sorry for the no-post. "hiatus"? i dunno the exact word. haha. why? i've been really busy with the SOT assignments, Zoe Conference, and prep for mission trip..

due to short-term memory of mine, i can only remember what happened recently.

tuesday was my first day of work! hahaha was super fun! i enjoyed myself, calling strangers and asking them to buy my product. during the briefing, they said that there will be a lot of rude rejection. but those i called, they were quite nice to me. they rejected me politely! haha. love my job! =) got to pray still.. for more favor and all. tmr is my 3rd day of work. lookin' fwd to it.

wednesday.. work! haha hands on demo of the stuff i sell + a bit more work. after that i went to riverwalk to teach a bit of sign language and also to get someone's present =)

thursday.. ZOE conference. awesome. a new freedom. from inferiority. from fears. from insecurities. freedom to develop my talents. going to do that. asked God to reveal to me what are my talents, and He did! =)) happy!

after that taught more sign language. Rina was found wanting. haha to learn sign language. so ok! =) hope to see her tmr so that i can teach her the basics. awesome man. =) after that chiong home and do assignments..

I was so distracted on this day. i'm not goign to allow that to happen to me no way. what is "that"? distractions of infatuation. i'm not going to allow this to take my eyes off from what really matters, at this point in my life. "don't let what matters most be at the mercy of what matters least, in the light of eternity."

friday, actually wanna stay in church.. but den forgot to bring present.. so went home first to get his present.. den after that SOS. no time to rest man.. but got time to read book =)

SOS was great man! talk about being a debtor to the world, laying my life, be broken with His love to serve him. these two points. got to see myself in that way.

saturday! morning continue reading bible. 22 chapters of revelation! whoa. mind blowing. haha awesome man. talking about the end days..

after that, went for cgc meeting.. whoa.. really reminds me of two things,
to seek after revelations all over again. and a burden in my heart is the start of breakthrough. =)

after that, service. good to see everyone again. drama i fell asleep, but vanessa cried. hahaha. shows how tired i am. the father's day message, i was expecting a more of a evangelistic message, but apparently it applies to me. love. i need it.

after that, someone said she wanted to treat me for dinner, but in the end, had dinner from another person. =) thanks janet! hate being broke. =(

today is an awesome day. morning reading book. i really wanted to wake up earlier. i found out why! my alarm ring tone too soft! i changed it today and it worked! but i put to snooze quite a lot of times. hahaha. i guess it all boils down to personal discipline.

went to serve in service. haha. den went for lunch. THANKS blythe for the 10 dollars blessing! =)) you dun know how long that will last man. it really means a lot to me =))

den went down to send my guitar for repairs. whoa happy! going to have a much better guitar by the time it gets back into my hands! =))

and found a fellow music fan!!! hahaha jazz band, ya? =)) good talking to him. we may be able to do a performance for christmas. =) the song has a lot of meaning to me.. haha don't think its strange if i cry during the performance. =D hahahaha looking forward. just wanna let you know.. to "him".. you dun know what you've done to this heart of mine, but it really spoke, raised my dreams from the dead, and let me believe in myself in that area. thanks a lot, and i believe you do not know it, but i guess God uses your passion and talent to revive the dreams of the people around u. though there are a lot of things i do not understand, but in God i trust, and that you are part of His answer to my prayers. =)

now chionging assignment. next entry. lots of photos. do be prepared =)

RESURRECTION to FREEDOM. what's next? every zoe conference is a life changing encounter for me. =) because of resurrection, i began to explore my dreams. because of freedom, i began to explore my talents. becuz of this encounter with God, i believe in myself once again. praise God, love.=)

10:41 PM

Sunday, June 7, 2009

Winter to Spring

heys..

i'm back from my internet fast..

hahaha. was good. went out a lot though. but its about time to break the habit of switching on the com.

some of us are addicted to internet that we don't know it. but its only when we try to stay away from it and it becomes a struggle then we know how much grip it has on us..

been going out quite often these few days.. been starting the day right and all. i don't wish to elaborate here, cuz its really a lot of things that went on..

choir pract, NS briefing, out with vann and SOT friends, gosh i forgot what i did on friday! haha.. den ytd, went for service and late supper! hahaha. good talk with zoe. =D

today went church serve, went to eat with YK zone people for their YK zone outreach. haha. den finally came home. and here it is, the summary of what i've done..

i'm more interested to write what's really happening in my life den just the events. recently, i've been experiencing winter (for those who went for SOS, they know what i'm talking about). and i know its not the worst i'll will be experiencing, but its the worst i've experienced so far. everything around seems to be falling into pieces.

that's the case, i guess, that when you tell God you wanna be more like Him, He'll first break you up, den fix you back into His image.. seems like i was very wrong in my image of myself in walking with Him, that's why everything's all breaking up.

but it only means that, i'm becoming tender, and open to His presence.. and the only comfort i get is when i am at home, door shut, in my own secret place praying. i feel God's peace assuring me that everything's all right.

den the next day, it happens again. i will just keep running back to God and let Him deal with me. its tiring, to wake up with heavy feet and a loaded mind, but His presence is always there for me, whenever i run to Him.

and indeed, i believe now is the time for me to arise from my brokenness. my winter has ended. its time for me to step out again! =D i've got to focus on the calling that God has for my life =D focus on building myself up and building up my walk with God, above everything else! =) its going to be a new and interesting adventure from this day forth.

indeed, God is really my rod and staff when i walk through valleys. there is no other place for me to run to, He is my santuary, my hiding place. =)

6:32 PM

Winter to Spring

heys..

i'm back from my internet fast..

hahaha. was good. went out a lot though. but its about time to break the habit of switching on the com.

some of us are addicted to internet that we don't know it. but its only when we try to stay away from it and it becomes a struggle then we know how much grip it has on us..

been going out quite often these few days.. been starting the day right and all. i don't wish to elaborate here, cuz its really a lot of things that went on..

choir pract, NS briefing, out with vann and SOT friends, gosh i forgot what i did on friday! haha.. den ytd, went for service and late supper! hahaha. good talk with zoe. =D

today went church serve, went to eat with YK zone people for their YK zone outreach. haha. den finally came home. and here it is, the summary of what i've done..

i'm more interested to write what's really happening in my life den just the events. recently, i've been experiencing winter (for those who went for SOS, they know what i'm talking about). and i know its not the worst i'll will be experiencing, but its the worst i've experienced so far. everything around seems to be falling into pieces.

that's the case, i guess, that when you tell God you wanna be more like Him, He'll first break you up, den fix you back into His image.. seems like i was very wrong in my image of myself in walking with Him, that's why everything's all breaking up.

but it only means that, i'm becoming tender, and open to His presence.. and the only comfort i get is when i am at home, door shut, in my own secret place praying. i feel God's peace assuring me that everything's all right.

den the next day, it happens again. i will just keep running back to God and let Him deal with me. its tiring, to wake up with heavy feet and a loaded mind, but His presence is always there for me, whenever i run to Him.

and indeed, i believe now is the time for me to arise from my brokenness. my winter has ended. its time for me to step out again! =D i've got to focus on the calling that God has for my life =D focus on building myself up and building up my walk with God, above everything else! =) its going to be a new and interesting adventure from this day forth.

indeed, God is really my rod and staff when i walk through valleys. there is no other place for me to run to, He is my santuary, my hiding place. =)

6:11 PM

Monday, June 1, 2009

i'm going on internet fast until sunday. i.e. til sunday 12mn. anything msg me.

went watch monster vs alien. FUNNY BOB! hahahaha. yupz, den went supper and now. nothing much happened... ... except met huishan at cathey. super funny! ahha. one day must take photo with her lol..

10:30 PM

i realise point form blogging is so much easier

yesterday
woke up 4:30
to do assignment

first thot =) lol.

blessed with presence

prayed for the day's event
"in everything i do, commit it unto the Lord"

9:30 finish assignment
went down jw to serve
blessed with friendships and fellowships

was a bit distracted
cuz only 3 hr sleep night before
took lots of photos

practise GDOP songs
at jw rooftop

GDOP was rush
but awesome!
revelations even while serving.

this prayer came true =)
led by the Spirit.
=D

GDOP was awesome!
photos taken with belle and ally
=)



today
morning prayer for
prayed for the day's event
"in everything i do, commit it unto the Lord"

prep for scholarship interview
chiong ar

head down to singtel comcentre
reach early
waited. read their articles
waited some more
observe the paintings in the waiting room
read caption on painting
finally,
my turn!

went in
nervous. haha. dun noe where my confidence all ran to.

half way
blessed with anointing haha
strange, but happy that its there
a comfort in the midst of the interview
prayers came true! =)

after interview. one of the interviewers came up to me, outside the room
ask me, are you from chc?
i said
yes
she said,
oh, me too!
whoa! happy. saint in amidst of them =)

came home
wanted to swim, but see so close to lunch time, took a nap.


ever since i started the morning prayer for the day
prayed for the day's event
"in everything i do, commit it unto the Lord"
My day has never been the same. it's became even more interesting
even more blessed. wanna encourage everyone to try, to start the day praying for the day's event. its gonna be great! =)

"in everything i do, commit it unto the Lord"

3:05 PM