La Musique

Sunday, June 21, 2009

hi guys! sorry for the no-post. "hiatus"? i dunno the exact word. haha. why? i've been really busy with the SOT assignments, Zoe Conference, and prep for mission trip..

due to short-term memory of mine, i can only remember what happened recently.

tuesday was my first day of work! hahaha was super fun! i enjoyed myself, calling strangers and asking them to buy my product. during the briefing, they said that there will be a lot of rude rejection. but those i called, they were quite nice to me. they rejected me politely! haha. love my job! =) got to pray still.. for more favor and all. tmr is my 3rd day of work. lookin' fwd to it.

wednesday.. work! haha hands on demo of the stuff i sell + a bit more work. after that i went to riverwalk to teach a bit of sign language and also to get someone's present =)

thursday.. ZOE conference. awesome. a new freedom. from inferiority. from fears. from insecurities. freedom to develop my talents. going to do that. asked God to reveal to me what are my talents, and He did! =)) happy!

after that taught more sign language. Rina was found wanting. haha to learn sign language. so ok! =) hope to see her tmr so that i can teach her the basics. awesome man. =) after that chiong home and do assignments..

I was so distracted on this day. i'm not goign to allow that to happen to me no way. what is "that"? distractions of infatuation. i'm not going to allow this to take my eyes off from what really matters, at this point in my life. "don't let what matters most be at the mercy of what matters least, in the light of eternity."

friday, actually wanna stay in church.. but den forgot to bring present.. so went home first to get his present.. den after that SOS. no time to rest man.. but got time to read book =)

SOS was great man! talk about being a debtor to the world, laying my life, be broken with His love to serve him. these two points. got to see myself in that way.

saturday! morning continue reading bible. 22 chapters of revelation! whoa. mind blowing. haha awesome man. talking about the end days..

after that, went for cgc meeting.. whoa.. really reminds me of two things,
to seek after revelations all over again. and a burden in my heart is the start of breakthrough. =)

after that, service. good to see everyone again. drama i fell asleep, but vanessa cried. hahaha. shows how tired i am. the father's day message, i was expecting a more of a evangelistic message, but apparently it applies to me. love. i need it.

after that, someone said she wanted to treat me for dinner, but in the end, had dinner from another person. =) thanks janet! hate being broke. =(

today is an awesome day. morning reading book. i really wanted to wake up earlier. i found out why! my alarm ring tone too soft! i changed it today and it worked! but i put to snooze quite a lot of times. hahaha. i guess it all boils down to personal discipline.

went to serve in service. haha. den went for lunch. THANKS blythe for the 10 dollars blessing! =)) you dun know how long that will last man. it really means a lot to me =))

den went down to send my guitar for repairs. whoa happy! going to have a much better guitar by the time it gets back into my hands! =))

and found a fellow music fan!!! hahaha jazz band, ya? =)) good talking to him. we may be able to do a performance for christmas. =) the song has a lot of meaning to me.. haha don't think its strange if i cry during the performance. =D hahahaha looking forward. just wanna let you know.. to "him".. you dun know what you've done to this heart of mine, but it really spoke, raised my dreams from the dead, and let me believe in myself in that area. thanks a lot, and i believe you do not know it, but i guess God uses your passion and talent to revive the dreams of the people around u. though there are a lot of things i do not understand, but in God i trust, and that you are part of His answer to my prayers. =)

now chionging assignment. next entry. lots of photos. do be prepared =)

RESURRECTION to FREEDOM. what's next? every zoe conference is a life changing encounter for me. =) because of resurrection, i began to explore my dreams. because of freedom, i began to explore my talents. becuz of this encounter with God, i believe in myself once again. praise God, love.=)

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